I Need the True Ending to Graduate - Chapter 82

“Just like you lived an unhappy life all this time, I didn’t live a particularly happy one either.”

“….”

“How do you think someone like me, who was a commoner just like you, could amass that much wealth in such a short time?”

“…Did you get involved in something dangerous?” I asked cautiously. There were only so many ways to build great wealth in a short period of time.

At that, Evan Bell gave a bitter smile and said, “At the beginning, just for a bit. I needed capital to start my business.”

“….”

“This scar was from back then too.”

As he said that, he lifted the hem of his shirt slightly. As his previously hidden waist was revealed, the scar left there naturally came into view.

It was a much deeper and clearer wound than what I’d felt with just my fingertips. It looked like it had been struck by a blade or something like a sharp whip.

I carefully traced the scar where pale new flesh had formed.

I hadn’t known, because he’d never once taken his clothes off in front of me.

When I’d heard from the servants, all they said was that he was a sudden nouveau riche. And even when I read the academy’s newspaper, there wasn’t a single word about anything like this.

Seeing so clearly the painful days he must have endured to bear the title of “nouveau riche” made my heart ache.

‘No matter how good it is to have money, he didn’t have to live such a hard life while enduring this kind of pain….’

Of course, if he’d been poor and without money, we wouldn’t have met at the academy, and raising his affection wouldn’t have been possible either.

Even so, the more I looked, the more unsettled my heart became, and there was nothing I could do about that.

The heated atmosphere cooled in an instant, as if rain had suddenly poured down.

As if trying to lighten the endlessly heavy mood, Evan Bell forced a smile and joked lightly.

“You don’t have to worry so much. It’s already completely healed, so it doesn’t even hurt anymore. Even when you press on it like this, it’s fine.”

“….”

“And I don’t get involved in things like that anymore. After that, every business and investment I touched succeeded. Thanks to that, I was able to lend you fifteen million gold without hesitation, so it worked out well.”

“But… the memories from back then would still remain, wouldn’t they?”

At my words, Evan Bell closed his mouth. The forced smile lingering at the corners of his lips vanished, like someone who’d been struck right at the core.

I asked him with pity, “Why did you go that far? If you hadn’t, you wouldn’t have scars left on your body, and you wouldn’t have to live carrying such painful memories.”

“…Why ask something so obvious?” Evan Bell answered quietly, “Because, obviously… I wanted to see you.”

At the completely unexpected answer, I looked straight at him. In the pale blue eyes looking back at me were deep longing and intense yearning, as if he’d been thinking of no one but me for a very long time.

Overwhelmed by the whirlpool of emotions like a raging current, feelings I couldn’t possibly measure, I was left speechless.

With a faint, bitter smile, Evan Bell continued, “There was no other way to meet you. For a commoner like me to receive official permission to enter the academy, that was the only way.”

“Evan….”

“Even if I could turn back time and return to that day, I’d make the same choice. As long as I could meet you, as long as I could have you like that, getting whipped a few times is nothing.”

“….”

“What truly tormented me wasn’t some scar carved into my back, but the moment you abandoned me and left. There was nothing more painful than that, Lucia.”

After finishing the confession that laid bare suffocating pain and anguish, Evan Bell grabbed my shoulders as if telling me he still had something left to do, and slowly laid me down on the bed.

Then Evan Bell climbed back over me once more. He took off the shirt he’d been wearing and tossed it carelessly onto the floor.

Evan Bell mounted my body, his angered muscles swelling fully, and calmly admired my naked form.

He brushed aside the brown hair scattered messily across the bed sheets, then met my eyes as he caressed my cheeks flushed red with tension.

Next, he took my slightly parted lips into his mouth, then my nipples and breasts, which had swollen red after being thoroughly rolled and played with by his tongue.

Lastly, he swept his palm down along my waist, tracing its graceful curve.

Each time Evan Bell’s gaze passed over me and his touch landed, the excitement I’d briefly forgotten bloomed again, tightening my chest with sexual tension. When his hand slid down my waist, my toes curled inward without me realizing it.

In the deep silence that settled over us, only Evan Bell’s gaze was vivid.

And finally, he opened his mouth.

“Lucia.”

“….”

“I’ve always wanted to have you.”

At the declaration steeped in indescribable emotion, as if affection and desire, love and pain were all mixed together, Evan Bell plunged into me.

“Hh…!”

He threw his body over mine, pressed his lips to my parted mouth, and greedily explored my mouth with his tongue. The hand that had been roaming my waist was already heading toward my opening.

Two fingers split my narrow inner flesh at once and began to dig precisely into the spots that made me feel it.

“Uuh, ah, hng, Evan…!”

As stimulation was applied to the inner flesh that Evan Bell had thoroughly loosened with his tongue and fingers, a lightning-like pleasure shot up my spine and spread throughout my entire body.

My opening grew slick in an instant. Each time Evan Bell moved his fingers, an obscene squelching sound rang out. It was the sound of sticky liquid rubbing against my skin.

At the shamefully vivid sounds, I tried to hurriedly squeeze my legs together, but Evan Bell’s hand had already twisted around one of my thighs.

“We can’t stop here. If I’m going to put mine in, I can’t help it. Just endure it a little.”

“Ah, hng, uuh…!”

Evan Bell slid his tongue back between my lips, gently coaxing and tangling with mine. Along with the sticky sound of saliva mixing between our lips, muffled moans spilled out again and again.

Below, Evan Bell’s fingers still tirelessly moved in and out, stimulating my inner flesh.

My opening twitched repeatedly regardless of my will, clenching tightly around the fingers that were spreading me open and roughly stirring inside. The wet, splashing sounds echoing from where we joined grew even louder. It was proof that I was aroused.

Overwhelmed by unbearable pleasure, I shut my eyes tightly and clung to Evan Bell as if embracing him. Our heated bare skin pressed together. The breath mixing between our lips grew endlessly hotter.

“Haah, ah… Evan, hng!”

“Lucia….”

It was just as the climax was approaching. The lips that had been pressed together parted, and the fingers that had been spreading and stimulating my sensitive inner flesh withdrew.

“…?”

When the pleasure that had been building vanished in an instant, I looked at him in confusion.

Just as I was about to ask why he’d stopped, I heard the sound of a zipper being pulled down.

I reflexively lowered my head and looked at Evan Bell’s lower body. And then my eyes met something I’d never expected.

“…?”

I blinked stupidly.

The black suit pants that had always been perfectly neat were undone, and between them, something of a size that made me doubt my eyes revealed itself, showing off its overwhelming presence.

The tip of his glans, flushed red with blood, was soaked in sticky, transparent fluid, and thick veins stood out along the darkened shaft.

But what overwhelmed me wasn’t its shape; it was its size.

‘That can go inside me?’

It was the first time I’d seen Evan Bell’s penis since making the contract with him months ago, but rather than anticipation or joy, doubt and worry over whether insertion was even possible came first.

Even when his erect penis had accidentally brushed against my lower abdomen before, I’d thought it was far from ordinary, but seeing it properly now, it was too big. Way too big.

‘No matter how I look at it, it feels like I’ll tear if he puts that in….’

Without realizing it, I swallowed the saliva that had pooled in my mouth. At first, I’d wondered why he hadn’t been inserting it, but with something that size, not inserting it had actually been a blessing.

Unfortunately, Evan Bell was now aligning his fully erect penis beneath me, greedily stroking the shaft with a hand soaked in my love juice.

“It’s okay, Lucia. I’ll put it in slowly so it won’t hurt.”

“….”

That wasn’t the problem. I wanted to protest that with something that size, whether he put it in slowly or quickly made little difference, but judging by how he was already pressing the tip against me, it didn’t seem like not doing it was an option.

‘Fine, there’s nothing I can do…. I didn’t see it properly, but Jeran’s was huge too, and I managed somehow.’

Receiving a light kiss from Evan Bell against my stiff cheek, I steeled myself with a sense of resignation.

And finally, the rounded head that had been teasing at the entrance pried it open and pushed inside.

“Hh…!”

At the sensation of my entrance being stretched to its limit, I sucked in a breath and twisted my waist. He’d only just swallowed the tip, yet the pressure was so overwhelming my body trembled uncontrollably.

I dug my nails into his shoulders and shook my head frantically. Without realizing it, tears pooled at the corners of my eyes.

“Evan… Evan, I….”

“It’s okay. Slowly, haa, I said I’d put it in slowly. Little by little, it’ll be fine. So relax….”

Evan Bell skillfully held me and soothed me, lowering his head to wetly lick up the nipples that stood stiff and erect. Then he reached down with one hand and gently rubbed my clitoris in circles.

“Ahk, uuh… h, haa!”

“It’s okay, Lucia. It’s going in little by little.”

“No, ah, hhk, it’s tearing…. It’s too big, ahh, it feels like I’m going to break, Evan, ah, hhk, uuh…!”

Frightened by the crushing sensation as my inner walls were pressed far more than I’d expected, I shook my head repeatedly. My toes slammed against the bed, pushing the sheets away.

But despite my resistance, below me had already swallowed more than half of Evan Bell’s length. Even so, the feeling of my lower abdomen being completely filled was anything but normal.

‘I’m going to die like this, seriously….’

My unfinished thesis, the graduation certificate slipping further away from me, and the illusion of my graduation photo I hadn’t even taken yet, smiling brightly under a mortarboard, flashed rapidly through my mind.

At this rate, it felt like I’d meet a miserable ending where I’d be pierced to death by a capture target’s penis before even reaching the true ending.

‘Let’s ask him to stop for a bit, just for a bit. Catch my breath… get used to this stupidly huge thing first, then slowly put it in and somehow….’

I could do it, I thought. That was when it happened.

Suddenly, Evan Bell frowned deeply as if in pain and let out a long sigh, then spoke words that filled me with an extremely ominous premonition.

“Haa. I’m sorry, Lucia. Your inner flesh keeps clinging to me, so I can’t….”

Though the rest of his words were swallowed before he could say them, I felt as if I could hear exactly what he’d meant.

His hands grabbed my hips, and in the next instant, the heavy penis thrust through my tightening inner walls in one go and slammed into my cervix.